I..

can’t express how much I miss you. 

we used to be so fucking close in every way. ate, showered, slept, and lived together. you were my best fucking friend, and a damn good lover. we were absolutely inseparable for what feels like forever ago. you definitely changed my life, and that I miss the most. though disagreements lead to those harsh words, and all we did was argue.. it always seemed to work out in the end. we got too comfortable and drifted apart. you were my longest relationship, you were my number one. now all I can do is look back and wonder if I ever cross your mind. I miss you too much, but all the same I’m glad it’s over. there were more flaws in you as time rolled on. you weren’t anywhere close to a gentlemen and never have you ever taken me out on a date. you always humiliated me in front of your friends, and nothing I ever did was ever enough for you. the list goes on and on.  there’ve been countless times where I just wanted to break the fuck up with you right then and there, but my dumb ass put up with all your bullshit anyways.

guess those three words meant nothing to you..

after all this, you broke my heart over a text message.. on a fucking Monday.. at school.. right when lunch started.. and all I can say is that as soon as I got home I cried like a little fucking bitch for hours and a couple nights after that.. so FUCK you and FUCK her too